My Dirty Painful Pleasure

by my-dirty-painful-pleasure

22 Feb

SOMETIMES I FEEL…..

….SOMETIMES I FALL!
Don’t you ever feel like you would like to turn the music on, shut the door of your room, lay down on your bed and look straight at the roof thinking about just yourself and your things and trying so hard to empty your brain of all the bullshit?Do you?
Well, it happens to me sometimes, but right now I just feel like giving a fuck about anything and anybody, wear my best and higher heels, my sexy dress, and going out to some amazing party, with loud and good music, many cute boys around, amazing happy girls like us, cheap drinks, and after all that, stay in bed till 1pm of tomorrow!
We only live once, why should we keep wasting our precious time thinking about: why do we ate that chocolate yesterday? Why isn’t that guy writing back to me? How can’T I get what I want? Why can I not afford those beautiful shoes? Why is this happening to me? Think this is something familiar to all of you who is reading this, but my question is WHY DON’T WE STOP THINKING AND WE JUST START LIVING?
If I have the possibility to calculate how many hours I spent, or better said: WASTED, crying or upsetting me, or being disappointed with something or somebody, I think it turns out YEARS, while it is really so simple to give a fuck about this things and just be happy!
That’s the secret my friends! Keep your values, keep all that you believe in, but give a shit about everything else, and just think, every minute of your life: I WANT TO BE HAPPY!

Think about pink clouds and life will be a bit better! When you feel down, just think about my words and pink clouds

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by my-dirty-painful-pleasure

19 Feb

MY AMAZING DAY

Hello all you wonderful ladies.
My first post and thought that it must be great! So what better topic than talking about the shooting I did yesterday.
I’m assisting this photographer in London, whose name’s James Pearson-Howes, that I absolutely love, and he’s a great inspiration for me.
The shooting was for NYLON magazine about the British Young Urban Music, about the grime scene of UK. Because grime is UK. I was shocked, in a really good way, when I arrived at the studio and finding all these ‘heroes’ that I use to see only in youtube.com
but there they were. And it has been such a wonderful amazing wordless experience that inspired me so much and will always bring in my heart!
The artists were Dj MISTA JAM (from the Radio), MARVELL (Shocka, Double S and Vertex), Donae’o and GIGGS, one of the most famous rapper in UK.
I discover so many things about these guys, like that one of them is not that baaaad guy and rude as we see in his videos, he’s totally sweet. And others are so funny that I couldn’t stop laughing with them all the time.
so I give you some pictures I took (while I was not holding James’ cameras) to show how it was, some pictures I took to remember that day.