| + Share | No Comments » |
by M³ Blogga
16 Jun
Don’t Think.
Everybody’s rolling, speed-light version, taking care of a million things at the same time. But beware, dont forget yourself there along the way, they say. Of what importance is the yourself in these constellations anyway… Everybody fights for themselves. Everybody’s egocentric, themselves & their own good is the most important thing. Naturally. This is the way we were born, life fighters. Everybody tries to keep their calm, to maintain their own balance in life. Giving yourself the strengths you need, to keep your head high and your heart alive. Yourself first, and if lucky, then comes the other.
Juggling between working stress, emotional experiences, friendships, doing your nails or whatever random thing popping up you need to take care of. Pressure rises from each action. We’ve got no time to think, although thoughts are constantly mindfucking you. From the moment you wake up till you fall back into your sheets, they are there, sitting on your shoulder, pinching you every now and then. No time to calm down, no time for a peaceful mind, no time for self-therapy. And at the end, when we do have space in our heads, we stop ourselves from thinking- lets push all that away, lets not let them in, they would be to powerfully painful for you to handle right now anyway, you’ve got enough on your mind already. they are just new tasks, new things to solve, if solvable at all anyway.
How can your emotional stadium become a task? It’s like as if you would have a list to check off. Whatever is easy, you can check CLEARED quickly, whatever hurts you keep on PENDING. Its “written” down anyway, so you’ll definitely wont forget.
Simultaneously in this timeless adventure, you try and support as much as you can, holding your closest up, so they don’t break down or they can do&feel better- that’s in my nature, that’s what I do. Call me the helping hand Mother Teresa, who suffers from a natural give&take expectation. Thing is: Who holds me? Without me needing to express anything, without me needing to ask for it. As soon as you ask, it doesn’t feel the same. Can someone read my mind to such as extent to notice that I need that just as much?
But on we go. On we roll. On we work. On we love. On we try and not think at all.
You can’t change certain situations.
Nobody said it was going to be easy.
:::***:::
| + Share | No Comments » |
by M³ Blogga
14 Jun
Unsere Gesellschaft…
Ich habe echt dicke Eier!
Und du hast auch dicke Eier!
Soll ich sie dir mal kraulen… ?
Nee warte! ich will sie dir kraulen!
Von oben bis unten und von rechts nach links…
Hauptsache wir alle kraulen uns schön die dicken Eier!
Oh Gott ich hasse das andere Geschlecht manchmal!
Und noch mehr hasse ich die überzogene Arroganz dieser Eier !
Und so sehe ich euch!
xxx
| + Share | No Comments » |
