The few big words of  many little talks are swirling loosely around my head within the sweet smelling thin haze of New York nights.
They blow off softly as I start to walk out of the dark, breathing the silent truth of New York lights.
Walking without a thought
I guess when you don’t look for it, that’s when you find
the rare thing they call peace of mind.

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You remind me of music

my mind’s spinning around being exclusive

you are trippin me out, boy no doubt

The nature of this thing is yet to be defined

’cause it’s beauty sleeps between the lines

wakey wakey rise and shine

in the meantime, I get high on the beauty of your mind.

Somewhere ‘tween overdose and detox

you make me wanna flood your inbox

with pictures of my naked self

labeled with the titles from my mind’s shelf

no shame in my game

as long as I am falling asleep, thinking your name

I knooooow it’s ridic, but this thing I can’t fight.

Believe me. I’ve tried.

You know that I am addicted to you, right?

A medley of strangeness and intimacy

feat. digital sensuality

is playing on my mind. Repeatedly.

It borders on felony to make this become reality

but  I’m thinking: actually,

if a probable illusion causes that much confusion

and also seems to form a band

too strong to be broken without hands

….ah well whatever whatever whatever

gooood,  girl just get it together!

All I really wanted to say

is that I’ve been touched in an incomparable way.

You inspire me.

Can someone please just keep an eye on me ?

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probably got away for a reason.

cause in between the ex and the new

the wrong, the french, the smart and the boo

there’s that one that makes you smile

just by running cross your mind.

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2 hours of sleep

pillow mark left on my cheek

sunglasses no advil

though last night was mad real

train full of people

I’m hiding behind shades

Thinking of a coffee

that will maybe get me straight

went out though I didn’t  one two

socialized till three or four

idealized my boredom till five

then realized that practically I’ve

been dancing at the wrong party

besides not talking to the right

and now I’m fucked

because that took me all night

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I am sorry to interrupt

but today i just feel pretty fucked up

nothing is right though nothing goes wrong

feeling weak though looking strong

turning thoughts over, again and again

stop at the beginning , start at the end

can’t comprehend, just can’t seem to find

the thing that keeps messing with my mind

I even went to church, thought I’ll give it a try

and God might light me up, if I just swing by…

I kinda knew it doesn’t work that way, it can’t

it’s just that his fanclub I can’t stand

and usually I trust in his spirit within and never worry

but anyway thats another story

I also tried to write it down, looked at it from every angle

but even that didn’t help me to untangle

the thoughts that cause this melancholy

somewhere deep inside of me

well I think I just should go and see

the people who make me

the two or three

if that doesnt help to get me straight

I might as well go out and get layed

but whatever…. I already feel better, now that that’s off my chest

at the end of the day the reason might not even matter

sometimes ….

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Shit, you know I’m not the kind for a long distance thing
I am too much of a tease and I need to see my king
but on days like these I just gotta face it
you are my main sqeeze, I’m just not ready to embrace it
I wanna be with you and think of you like all the time
I wanna follow you around the world and make you mine
I wanna breathe you, taste you, feel your light
nothing compares to you around me, to you inside
you light up my world and I’m afraid that you might
be the only damn thing that I’ll love until I die
damn I really wish, that summer was a guy

L.

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