by larysays
12 Dec

not gonna happen.

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by larysays
30 Aug

one of these days.

I am sorry to interrupt

but today i just feel pretty fucked up

nothing is right though nothing goes wrong

feeling weak though looking strong

turning thoughts over, again and again

stop at the beginning , start at the end

can’t comprehend, just can’t seem to find

the thing that keeps messing with my mind

I even went to church, thought I’ll give it a try

and God might light me up, if I just swing by…

I kinda knew it doesn’t work that way, it can’t

it’s just that his fanclub I can’t stand

and usually I trust in his spirit within and never worry

but anyway thats another story

I also tried to write it down, looked at it from every angle

but even that didn’t help me to untangle

the thoughts that cause this melancholy

somewhere deep inside of me

well I think I just should go and see

the people who make me

the two or three

if that doesnt help to get me straight

I might as well go out and get layed

but whatever…. I already feel better, now that that’s off my chest

at the end of the day the reason might not even matter

sometimes ….

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by larysays
1 Jun

city philosophy.

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by larysays
24 Nov

letting go.

They say if you love something you’ve got to let it go
and if it comes back then it means so much more
but if it never does, at least you will know
that it was something you had to go through to grow

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by larysays
16 Nov

emotional rollercoaster.

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by larysays
13 Nov

I never saw that movie.

“Never love a wild thing, Mr. Bell,’ Holly advised him.’That was Doc’s mistake. He was always lugging home wild things. A hawk with a hurt wing. One time it was a full-grown bobcat with a broken leg. But you can’t give your heart to a wild thing: the more you do, the stronger they get. Until they’re strong enough to run into the woods. Or fly into a tree. Then a taller tree. Then the sky. That’s how you’ll end up, Mr. Bell. If you let yourself love a wild thing. You’ll end up looking at the sky.”

Truman Capote (Breakfast at Tiffany’s)

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